So, please, do poetical justice to your soul and simply experience yourself.
“A Little Bit Weird is Better than Regular or Dumb.”
i mean it with love, also mean it in the sense that you appear to be stripping your idiocy
I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practice resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my next excursion.
One day you wake up.
You realize that in a few short weeks very little will be the same.
Then you breathe.
You thank the universe for all that was, is and will be.
You remember all is as it should be, all is as it should be, all is as it should be.
UPDATE: it was better.